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Sunday, February 05, 2006

 
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By Matt Redman
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*Brace yourselves. This is a cheesy one...



Today I just felt alone.  You know...that sickening, gross kind of feeling...  When your insides churn, and you can feel the distinct beats of your heart pumping inside your hollow chest...

Didn't want much interaction, finding it easier to not be 'real' with people.  And couldn't help but sarcastically wonder: does any of this really matter?  (--of course the answer is 'yes', but I just wasn't feeling it today).  Tired, running on low, and all "meeting-ed" out.
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Although I may "feel" alone, I also know that God has richly blessed me with people with whom I can share life with.  What a privilege and responsibility. 

Thank you.  God blesses me much through you all. (Even if I am too blinded to see it at the moment).  THANK YOU.

I begin work tomorrow, which I am excited about.  -Yay!

I think I just had too much coffee today. Ha.
 Posted 2/5/2006 9:45 PM - 12 Views - 22 eProps - 13 comments

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you're SOOO lucky God blessed your life with me.

HAHAHAHHAAAHAAHHAHAHAA

no really you are....i kid you not

and you are the biggest responsibility of all....because you are a big baby.

hahahah i love my uplifting spirit.

i think i would be the worst person to talk to if someone had suicidal tendencies....

Posted 2/5/2006 10:08 PM by Jeffo_82 - reply

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hahhaha omg, jeff is too funny lol

Posted 2/5/2006 10:38 PM by hantess - reply

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jeff is sooo psychotic eh?? hahaha.. but yea.. hey.. congratulations on the job!!!!!!!!!

Where will you be working so i can come harass you when i'm down??? XP he he he..

hope things are going swell....=D

Posted 2/6/2006 10:06 AM by smeliane - reply

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Hey Sambino!  Congrats on the job!  I hope that it's something you're looking for!  It sounded like you were a little burnt out yesterday but sometimes, it's better to be alone and to realize how lucky you really are!  I am definitely grateful that God allowed me to meet you cuz you are an awesome person!  I can't wait to go to Toronto in March to meet you again!  I hope your first day of work went well!  In the words of Korean people, FIGHTING!  HAHA!

Posted 2/6/2006 4:29 PM by minjipark79 - reply

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heh, i think i know just about what you mean...
Posted 2/7/2006 12:07 AM by Browndil - reply

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whats this orange thing besides the display pictures?

Posted 2/8/2006 4:59 PM by hantess - reply

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Don't worry Sam, everyone feels that way once in awhile. Sometimes I get like that in a large crowd of friends, it's only normal! You were just having a bad day :) Keep ur head up!

Posted 2/13/2006 9:05 AM by Visuki - reply

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Sambino Sambino...you won't be that lonely if you came out here...hehe

Have you emailed "C" yet?

Posted 2/15/2006 8:51 PM by Krapr - reply

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actually sam the grandma reminds me of your halmonee! hahaha...except she would be a little more verbally aggressive...and make the driver cry!!

oh and i totally agree with you about the jeff, but don't tell jeff...actually if he sees this he will whack us both like the granny!

you know what i would like to see? jeff getting splashed by a passing car and him shaking his fist...hehe...oh jeff!

Posted 2/21/2006 12:12 AM by Bonki - reply

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Don't feel alone!
HOw's work? I hope you're enjoying it and I hope everything is super duper good with family and friends too! :)
Be happy Sam!
Posted 3/4/2006 2:55 PM by ezuluini - reply


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